I'm just realizing what I am and what I need to do to be the beautiful woman that I know myself to be. Some of my entries might be short and sweet others may be long so get your cup and join me.
I enjoy good friends and good conversation and visiting different places. I am using this blog as a diary or sorts.
I prefer to keep myself anonymous for the time being. For now you may call me Izzy- After one of my favorite characters from a book series I have enjoyed reading.
I am trying to come to terms with my life and weight and figure out how to start and live a healthy life so I can be a healthy wife, mommy and person.
I plan on being real, as real as can be so you just might be experiencing all the emotions of the rainbow right along with me.
I was told by someone that in helping me see, understand, heal and repair myself that I do need to express what is going on in my life, in my head and in my heart. In getting it out there in the "light" that it is real. It may not be real pretty at first but it is indeed real. This will help me to be accountable to myself.
In keeping with the anonymity you won’t be seeing pictures of me but I will post pictures of things I see or experience. My ultimate expression of accountability will be in sharing my name and face. Watch for it.
Thank you for reading, sharing, learning and growing with me.
~Izzy
So it's closed now. My little one and I went in and actually sat down instead of going through the drive through for a drink. We talked with the barristas and said our goodbyes. They aren't too happy either. This will mark and end for me. I wont be searching out another location. This one was close by and although I did like their stuff, I have decided today that I will not go out of my way to get their stuff. We had our last breakfast there. I am starting anew with new habits so this is a bittersweet goodbye. It fed my addictions but now as I look to make changes in my life their timing was good for me. I had a yummy carmel frappicino and my little one had a kid size hot chocolate and apple fritter. It was good while it lasted Starbucks! Thank you, now I will be on my way!
a bucket in the road?
the Bucket in the Road, that big dark looking rectangle
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